Up and down

It has been an interesting long weekend. And I'm not talking about the Olympics - I'll leave that for some deeper discussions at a later date. 


The "interesting" aspect has been to do with inner stretching - how far "apart" can I go in thought, body-expression, soulful yearning and spiritual realm, erotic and manifesting "magic", bringing "Heaven to Earth" and expanded healing, until "I" either burst into pieces or find myself stepping through the veil of the current matrix?

In one of the versions of Chaos Theory - dealing with the deterministic (or not) nature of dynamical systems and their unpredictability - it is proposed that a relatively minute amount of chaos is necessary in all cosmic systems. Chaos provides a "force-against" - small enough not to be noticeable in most cases, but powerful enough to grow into a force which will overcome deeply-laid stable patterns and lead to unpredictable renewal or transformation.


When I started reading about Chaos theory just over 15 years ago, I was struck by the similarity to the Luciferian legend that we read about in Revelation; as though the way that the foremost archangel (Lucifer) - bearer of Divine Light - had "suddenly" turned "devil/monster" and amassed a huge following which must be destroyed (by Michael) or banished to Earth, was all minutely coded into the Divine Plan.


Those first incursions into how chaos "works" have now come into their own in my life, this summer 2012. 


At present, everything I've ever believed in, felt, thought about, absorbed from ancestors, relatives, societies I've been living in,  everything I've perceived that I've experienced etc (and much more!) is now "up for grabs" at levels which make me feel extremely uncomfortable - as well as curious, excited, yearning, afraid, passionate, wanting to hide, ready to open! 

I don't think the sexual connotations here are a co-incidence - the way we are expanding from our ordinary experiences of intimacy to a level which is unfathomable from an adolescent perspective, is a magnificent metaphor.


Maybe it's more than a metaphor. 


Maybe the Luciferian legend is showing us that the integration of what seems like destructive passion completely into our Ascension practices, is actually divinely necessary if we wish to avoid having to go through the cosmic veil of hellish suffering again and again.

More to come on this!!

What if nanochips could be.......?

HAVE YOU EVER TASTED
Covered Bridge Potato chips ("crisps" for our English English readers...)?
The plain sea-salt variety?
- as though potato chips should have anything else in them but thinly sliced potatoes deeply and quickly fried in the best oils with just a touch of the best salt!?

Covered Bridge Kettle Chips

As a child in Yorkshire one Christmas, I remember watching as my uncle-in-law's brother deftly made crisps in his large metal frying-pan on that kitchen stove in the village deep within the moorland landscape.... Covered Bridge chips always bring back that cell-memory in me - the taste and smell!

The body's cells are incredible - each with their own mini-brain and water system and memories and ability to create - and the space which reminds us of the Spaciousness of the Universe. They can recreate themselves in extraordinary ways at the speed of lightening and beyond. They are "beautifully programmable"!

The present state of food-production in the world, like the money-system, is anything but joy to most people's taste, apart from the people in control - and there are signs that their power is crumbling fast in these very days. However, GMOs and nanochips (not a variety I consciously choose!) may well be with us for a while yet. It occurred to me that, since anything "nano-" is, in fact pre-programmed, will not our rise in conscious choice and awareness also be able to re-program these invaders? To our joy and ease rather than to our demise?

Could not our bodycells be bearers of these joy programs, jumping us into the ease and deliciousness we deeply yearn for? What would it take to join together in a global wave of ecstatic joy, peace, forgiveness and exultant connection with the Bounty of Earth and Her goodness, which would flip the switch of all "negative nanotechnology" within us and around us even more powerfully?

I choose to see and feel within me that deliciousness of those childhood Christmas chips (crisps!) What do you choose?